do you know what it feels like being lonely? When you have to find a sweatshirt in your closet because you are shivering. You reach towards your can that is almost gone and you flip your head and finish that can full of the 7% liquid that is going to…

how come everything I do, from sitting at the desk, putting in some work, eating an apple, scrolling the social media feed, answering the messages of my family and just blanking adds up gradually without me even realizing it? Seconds turn into minutes, those are interchanged and add into hours…

funny how the brain works. You feel perfectly fine. You have accepted the reality since there is no other way, that is a natural order of things and this is why life is so beautiful. An imperfectly perfect cycle of everchanging physical bodies (not getting into a soul argument). The…

why don’t you pretend for a moment or not really pretend, but rather think of it as it’s your last day in this life. Would you do anything more different than you normally do? Give it a thought for a couple of moments. Why would it be any different from…

One day you will come back to this moment of life of yours, browsing through the memory fountain and gazing upon the images and faces you once cherished so much. Why is it so hard? Nobody told me how difficult it would be to live simple life, oh but it…

One friend.. one evening, amidst work and everything spinning around, as your brain involves itself into a scrutiny of intellectual work mixed up with basic stupidity and randomly scattered nonrandom thoughts, you realize that you are just grateful for someone in your life. You know it, you value that person…